More Audition Loveliness

Laziness has already ensued. I'm awful. Really.

Alas, I was sick on Tuesday so I couldn't see Yo Gabba Gabba. Darn. But, on the plus side, I signed my very first contract yesterday! I am officially on my high school's payroll.

I finished my audition video Monday evening. My family and friends have been great about liking it, and I even got some encouraging comments. Honestly, it's scary as hell putting myself out there like that. I normally don't like people hearing my voice if it isn't with a group of people. But if it's for Glee, it's worth it.

Try putting a very personal video up on youtube. I guarantee you will watch it over and over again, analyzing it and pointing out your flaws. That is what I've been doing constantly over the past three days. I have been obsessing over my audition. Will they like it? Did I go sharp on that note? Do I sound flat? And don't get me started on peoples' comments. Did they really mean it? Are they only saying that because they think they're better than me? Oh God, they are so much better than me.

It's not healthy. But I recommend posting a personal video once or twice in your life. That way, you have a new appreciation for others who do it on a daily or weekly basis.

Go check out my video and like it! CLICK HERE!