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Friday, November 18, 2011

Why Am I So Scared?

Have you ever had a feeling that you can't explain? I'm not talking about attraction to a person or love or anything like that. There's always an explanation for that, even if you can't think of it.

Today, I feel paranoid. Somehow, I have this crazy feeling that something really, really bad is going to happen. Not like a natural disaster or a terrorist attack or a fire or anything, just something that will come as a really big emotional blow to me.

Here I am, minding my own business on the 4th floor of the KSU library. I put my book away having finished it during this 3 hour-long break (Perfect Chemistry by Simone Elkeles). I check my Facebook and answer some of the wall posts and messages. And I'm hit with the most mind-numbing feeling that something is going to go wrong. I've tried distracting myself with Tumblr and Twitter, but I just can't shake this feeling.

Am I being ridiculous? Probably. It's making me very anxious. I'll let you know if I was right the next time I blog. God knows when that's gunna happen...

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